my mother is writing a book
it's making me sick
every time i see a page sitting around
i have to read it
it goes like this:
“if i could go back when he was younger
i would still read his diary
he was different than the other two
he rebelled
and if i hadn't know about these horrible things
he was planning to do
who knows what could have happened?”
and i want to shout
YOU WEREN'T THERE ALL THE TIME
you couldn't have been
and if he wanted to drink / f*ck / smoke weed
he would've found a way
and so would i
remember my first girlfriend?
her mom would leave us alone for hours
but we never had sex
i wouldn't
not yet
but we came close many times
and one night she had some wine
but i never took a sip
i wouldn't
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