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mid aughts mess

by the rutabega

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emily
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emily something is always
causing me to want to sit and stare
at the ground <3 Favorite track: old repairs.
Liz Bustamante
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Liz Bustamante I've had this song stuck in my head for days and couldn't remember who it was. Then it hit me! It was that rutabega guy! Of course! I'm going to cover this song if it's the last thing I do. Favorite track: taste of ground.
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1.
my mother is writing a book it's making me sick every time i see a page sitting around i have to read it it goes like this: “if i could go back when he was younger i would still read his diary he was different than the other two he rebelled and if i hadn't know about these horrible things he was planning to do who knows what could have happened?” and i want to shout YOU WEREN'T THERE ALL THE TIME you couldn't have been and if he wanted to drink / f*ck / smoke weed he would've found a way and so would i remember my first girlfriend? her mom would leave us alone for hours but we never had sex i wouldn't not yet but we came close many times and one night she had some wine but i never took a sip i wouldn't not yet
2.
stuck 02:24
no one is older although we have grown no one is saving your soul no one can dream your dreams go dream your own it's all the same thing when you break it down everyone's stuck in their own little town so if i'm stuck here i'm glad that i'm stuck here with you and i don't care what we do something else is what we're always waiting for not anymore
3.
shadows 02:19
what do you shadows say for yourselves? what do you gotta say? sit up and rip into me one more time till i'm little and can't get out of bed if you don't have a word that's nice to speak you should save it cuz i don't wanna know
4.
bit off a bit of black taste the taste of ground lit up a heart attack a vine / a sign / a sound a clue to glue the wound a check / a call / a care to bleed internally a guess / a game / a dare I can't verbalize so load us up below a cup is full serene / surreal / surround present the price of all arrive / alive / abound I can't verbalize so load us up something to chew on
5.
old repairs 05:34
holiday and we're gone away it's all i can say as i throw it away under stairs with old repairs on a dare i will throw it away throw it away and i'm going to leave you alone for a long time i'm gonna leave all you do when i'm turning blue and i crawl back to you is throw it away on my back from your last attack crawling back and i'll throw it away melody is floating in the air when you're around something is always causing me to want to sit and stare at the ground

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lost solo EP, recorded circa 2004

*100% of proceeds from this EP will go to TREES, Inc
(Transgender Resource, Education and Enrichment Services of Indiana)
webetrees.org

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released August 4, 2017

written / performed / recorded by Joshua Wayne Hensley
mastered by Garth Mason
cover photo by Emily Trimboli-Hensley (none of us are proud of this)

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The Rutabega is a Carp Rock duo from South Bend, Indiana.

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